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OnTV

by brushstrokes

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1.
Sure Thing! 04:59
i.fell.asleep./i.fell.in.love. i've.fallen.off.track.many-a-time. but.what.you.see.is.what.you.get. i.often.change.my.mind. you_played_the_game i_broke_the_rules slipped_thru_the_cracks_&_out_the_door but_don't_you_fret don't_cause_a_scene cause_baby_you'll/get/more kiss the show goodbye... feelsjustlikeasurething feelsjustlikeagoodtime surefeelslikeasurething i.rock.with.gods./feed.on.redemption. but.you.don't.get.to.see.'cause. when.you.feel.the.rush.you'll.never.move. so.out.of.reach.of.all.reality. kiss the show goodbye... feelsjustlikeasurething feelsjustlikeagoodtime surefeelslikeasurething feelsjustlikeasurething feelsjustlikeagoodtime nolongerabaddream
2.
staring at the sky, i see the colour of your eyes, i hear your voice tangle with mine, it sings to me in four/four time. waiting, i'm hanging on your every word, so notably i'm stupid... knowing that you'd try to keep it in line every time you spoke you made it clear all the words i didn't want to hear every time i tried to make you stay i turned around 'cause you're too far away staring at the street, i see the ground beneath my feet, i feel a chill run down my spine, it creeps so slow in three/four time. waiting, i'm standing all alone so that you'll notice me i'm stupid... knowing that you would be fine every time you spoke you made it clear all the words i didn't want to hear every time i tried to make you stay i turned around 'cause you're too far away unrealistic. expectations. away! every time you spoke you made it clear all the words i didn't want to hear every time i tried to make you stay i turned around 'cause you're too far away
3.
it's all [gone] -- downhill from here it's all [been] -- so said before it's [fallen] -- along the way it's all [gone]. [gone] it's an [endless] dividing weight from [the artist] consumed as of late it's [pressing] and frankly i'm torn 'cause we've [all]. done. [wrong]. take.hold./oh.no! say./goodbye! your.tongue./your.cheek. your.lips./your.lies.
4.
Vandals 05:19
I've been forgotten_It's a trend. I run in circles_End over end. So reprehensive_About control. I'm so damn scared of_Getting old. I've seen destruction_Along the way. Sick recollectons_In dismay. Peer unresponsive_'til it unfolds. Can't dig myself out_of this hole. You gave your king a different crown. Then used it as your claim to fame. They're gonna burn you at the stake. [i'monlyheretomakeyouworse] the glory. THE FAUX CHARITY. the thought you're hated BY EVERYBODY. the only word for you, YOU'RE _vandals__
5.
U ? me in phrases + gestures i don't know your tendencies frustrating, but how could i have known that U would just cry torture 4 playing all these games but the ? makes no difference when the answers all the same sleepingsoftly/contradicting. say (saySAY) you're what i want, + say (saySAY) you're no what i've got, believe (lieveLEAVE) not everything's lost, + start over you're waiting 4 2morrow, + it always gets U down keep looking back on yesterday 'til it comes back around refuse to understand it, perhaps U are 2 young 2 stubborn 2 let go + fix the damage U have done overbearing/ever-changing. say (saySAY) you're what i want, + say (saySAY) you're no what i've got, believe (lieveLEAVE) not everything's lost, + start over again 1 day i'll find another, 4get U never called at least that's what i tell myself with my back against the wall U made it look so simple, replacing me with ease a poor man's version of myself is very poor indeed she's comes + lights up the room + she gives the dirtiest glance i try to compose myself 'cause i know there may be a chance she's got these striking blue eyes + she wears the tightest of pants but she can't get into my heart 'cause she.doesn't.know.how.2.dance.SO. say (saySAY) you're what i want, + say (saySAY) you're no what i've got, believe (lieveLEAVE) not everything's lost, + start over again say (saySAY) you're what i want, + say (saySAY) you're no what i've got, believe (lieveLEAVE) not everything's lost, + start over
6.
In Colour 04:00
and it's all begun before, the pendulum it sways with an influence so positive, too positive to stay what was lived was once a love, and such a love has now expired with an influence too negative, too negative to hide so you better take a seat, 'cause these breaths increase in length and the walls will hide the clarity, from which you get your strength break thru the other side, this really should be seen you say that you're a free man now, how happy will you free? (up in the air/out on the floor) it's come to an end. (in colour) tell.me.are.you.really.happy.with.me? i.think.we.should.see.other.people.maybe? tell.me.are.you.really.happy.with.me? i.think.we.should.see.other.people.baby? I'MONLYHERETOMAKEYOUWORSE. (up in the air/out on the floor) it's come to an end. (in colour)
7.
8.
On TV 04:45
you're sitting like. an open book. with pages torn. where no one looks. it always ends in heartache. thru your eyes your dreams are crushed. you should get out for your sake. it really don't matter that much. can you be saved. from the inside? what once was yours. forever a lie. (forever fake with open arms) it always ends in heartache. thru your eyes your dreams are crushed. you should get out for your sake. it really don't matter that much.
9.
I am an impossible, impossible man. Strugglin' to hold on to what I can. You were the shelter over me, uh huh. You were the covers, I was holdin' so tightly. So keep me warm, and keep me dry. Keep my hopes alive. And keep me safe, and in your arms. Keep me away from harm. Never could name just what we'd got. But you couldn't care if we did or not. I never cared 'bout anything else. But how could I? It'd be like trippin' over myself. Now we're runnin' on the back nine, And I'm doing fine, not so fine. You took me by surprise. And never again, will I see those eyes. I haven't found an answer yet, And all my heart has is regret. If it was so easy, let me know 'cause I cant find... how to let you go. So keep me warm, and keep me dry. Keep my hopes alive. And keep me safe, and in your arms. Keep me away from harm.
10.
everybody looks better in the dark. and i'm tryin', oh i'm tryin' to get back to where i was. you could guess, but you'd probably have it wrong. i'll keep denyin', it was my fault all along. she_said_"no"_ and_i_probably_should_have_known_ "no_i_won't_'cause_i'm_better_off_alone_" she_said_"no"_ and_i_guess_i_should_have_known_ "no_i_won't_'cause_i'm_better_off_on_my_own_" oh, now i can't find the words and i'm tryin', oh i'm tryin' to get by in this world. you could guess, and you'd probably be right. i'll keep denying, i left you there that night she_said_"no"_ and_i_probably_should_have_known_ "no_i_won't_'cause_i'm_better_off_alone_" she_said_"no"_ and_i_guess_i_should_have_known_ "no_i_won't_'cause_i'm_better_off_on_my_own_" (...when part of you runs away.)
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12.
iputthesewordsonapage.strumthesechordsoutofrage. butit'llneverdoitjustice.toallthatigave. isingmylungsoutforlove.ohbutit'sneverenough. 'causesecondchancesareformovies.andi'mcallingcut. sowalkinthesunset.'causei'lleventuallyforget. atleastthatswhatitellmyselfgod.damnihopeitstrue. ittookyouvirtuallynotime.soiguessitmeantnothing. butnothingmeantasmuchtomeas.muchtoyoumeasyou. did you walk or were you pushed? did you run or were you dragged away? did you fall or were you rushed? did you ever have a plan to stay? to stay... youletmegosoeasy.soshutyourmouthgirlteachme. tellmeallyoursecretsican't.promisethati'llkeepthemtomyself. ihaven'tseentheskyblue.sincethedayileftyou. therearenomorebluetomorrowsstop.wishingforthepast. andi'mnolongerjuly.butyoursunstillshines. sorryifi'mstaringijust.can'thelpbutadmire. causethere'snolightoverhere.you'vemadethatmuchclear. withoutitiamlostinsidethis.darknessi'vecreatedformyself. did you walk or were you pushed? did you run or were you dragged away? did you fall or were you rushed? did you ever have a plan to stay? and i still look to you for approval. though you're nowhere to be found. and i would smother you with affection. but you don't want me around. i hope you get what you want, i hope you want what you get. oh, you're doing so well. so. it's. agreed. no_more_blue_tomorrrows

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All Music Recorded at 37’ Productions – Rockland, MA. Engineered, Mixed & Produced by Sean McLaughlin from Nov. 2011—Jun. 2012. Mastered at New Alliance East, Cambridge, MA. Drum Tech: Eliot Bayless. All songs written by Mike Leonard, except: Track 2 (Written by Mike Leonard, Tom Sargent & Nick Parson), Track 4 (Written by Mike Leonard & Sam Nevin), Track 5 (Written by Mike Leonard & Mike Nevin), Track 8 (Written by Mike Leonard & Sam Nevin), Track 12 (Written by Mike Leonard & Sam Nevin). All music performed by Brushstrokes: Mike Leonard appears on all tracks. Mike Nevin appears on Tracks 2, 3, 4, 6, 9, 10, 12. Eliot Bayless appears on Tracks 1, 5, 8, 11. Jeremy Carpenter appears on Tracks 1, 4 and 6. Matthew Johnson and Chris Henderson appear on Tracks 8 and 10. Sean McLaughlin appears on Track 12.

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released August 21, 2012

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Front & Back Cover Art by Adam LoRusso // Last Light Art
www.LastLightArt.com.
Booklet Art by Brandon Gorski
Brandon-Gorski.Blogspot.com.
Disc Art by Elann Hathaway.
Art Direction by Adam LoRusso & Mike Leonard.

Special Thanks to Adam LoRusso, Brandon Gorski & Elann Hathaway for doing an amazing job on the artwork, Mike Nevin & Eliot Bayless for killing the drum tracks on short notice, Sean McLaughlin for the entire recording process and opportunity, Matt & Chris of The Brightest Lights for helping out on vocals and drums for OnTV, Sam Nevin & CJ Carr for letting me use some old ideas, Fred Sladkey for helping Brushstrokes grow as far as it has, John Hillis for use of his awesome bass, Elizabeth Schultz for taking all the wonderful photos over the years, Jeremy Carpenter for volunteering for backing vocals, Tom Sargent & Nick Parson for letting me finally record “Breakheart,” Cory Lahue, Mikey Johnson, Alycia Steele, Ricky Nelson, Brian Macone & Holly Carria for your constant support of the band, Stephanie Rynne for accompanying me to countless open-mic nights, Antanas Meilus for introducing me to Kickstarter, Joe Wedge for giving me a second opinion on mixes, and my family, including Dennis & Debbie Leonard, who insisted on buying me a guitar over a drumset, Kevin & Lynn Leonard, John Leonard, Gary & Cheryl Masiello, Barbara & Jack Daley, Jack Leonard, and anyone else who has ever put any effort towards helping out this project in any way. I love you all, from the bottom of my heart.

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est. 2006

::hello, i am july
(2009)
written by mike leonard
recorded & produced by fred sladkey
feat. sam nevin & mike nevin

OnTV
(2012)
written by mike leonard
recorded & produced by sean mclaughlin
feat. mike nevin, eliot bayless, sean mclaughlin, jeremy carpenter
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